this is what i felt today. =.=

this is what i felt today. =.=

One picture says it all.. its from my window room view,, hahah!!

day out with mai and saufi

okok.. i know people do this ALOT!! but its my 1st time... bangge la. xD hahha..xD

i day out with sandy and mel in KL

haha.. well sandy have to do her black and white assignment. and asu guys know i like to menyebuk!! hahha.. so i decided to join in since i like to take photos. its kinda cool. :) heeeee

wtf??

The girl i like turn out to be one of the ''bitches'' i know. -.- haihz.. i tot she was different. wtf la werh.. why the fuck i cant choose someone nice? maybe i should just fuck her up and ciow. haihz.. not me. -.-'' wish i could. muahhaha!!

y do i say she is one of the bitches i know? because he got back with her exbf and ask me out just to get back to hes ex for breaking up with her? like wtf right? monther fucker!! go die laaa!! i cant belive i olmost learn her language to so that i could communicate better with her.. haihz.. luckily i got the sence before anything hapends like my previous case. haha.. good old times. NOTT! =.=

guess what?

hahha.. its all a bummer. i can take i hint la if some one dun like me. :) i'm cool with it neways. no new target. muahahha!! single for awhile when maybe ill find someone. i dont know. i kinda like example if i like that person she that person pun like me. get it? lol hahha.. its hard to explain. hmmm.. i dont like to make someone like me then to me the relationship wont kinda last.. haihz.. nvm la dani.. u have no luck. muhahah..!

Things might just change?

things might just change? i dont know when or when will it happen. but i think it will happen. hahha.. i just hope it does la. hahha. xD dear god. please make me happy and everyone else in this world happy. good people la. the bad can put aside. (i'm a good boy right? right?) hahhha.. dam. i dont know to. hahha. i think i am xD

hard this year?

haha.. i dont know why but this year is getting harder and harder for me. i got my friends that i always wanted and they r great!, but i dont know. sometimes with i could get a partner to. but its hard for me to fall for someone. hahha.. when i say hard mean assignments work and life. hahha.. i dont know. been having some problem at home.. just want someone i could share this with. but its hard to open up now days, people will say i'm weak or something. i am not weak. just wanna let it out!? but its ok la. i move on alot since i was small. the fact it i nvr change . i keep trying to forget about my past but its not working at all. if i change i might be come a bad person/jerk. right now i think i am becoming one. ill try not to ! i promise my self already..

ME being happy is a curse?

hey guy sry for not posting blog for quite some time.. just been very very busy lately. hmmmm.. thing post its kinda true of what is happening in my life. i cant be happy. when ever i am thinking happy or having happy thoughts ill get burn! hahha. y? dont ask me. maybe its part of life. i had someone in mine just a few moments ago, well she didnt turn out to be the person i thought he would. y? i dont know maybe i dont know her yet. but her reaction towards me trying to know her is bad, she thinks i want something more ? how is that happening when i am just smsing her? hmmm.. yeah maybe i was a little creepy. hahha. been looking at her alot didint have the guts to talk to her at 1st. haihz. i know i am kinda doing the bad thing. she as my friends ex. i didnt have any intention right now. just to get to know her? is that bad? i dont thing so. well. i think to much neways huh? hahha.. but u know what its ok. life's move on. and i am just moving on with my life right now. dont think ganna fall for anyone any time soon,. just chill and try to enjoy single life..
that its i guys for this post. :)