Tuesday, May 5, 2009

This sux!

how can i tell someone i like her with some simple words?
is it to early or maybe to late,

how can i express my selfs with just words,
when i cant say anything right when i see her,
its like i become stupid or some guy that i dont know.

how did i manage not to be myself?
its like she has this thing that pulls me down when i see her face,
or when she comes online ill be rushing to say hi.

how can i be sad when ever i see her eventhought we havent met at all?
she has this thing that no girl or women have or has,
i might fall for someone fast,
but i dont tell her i like her until i really know it.
is it stupid or foolish of me to do so?
or maybe its just me?

how can u like someone u dont even know?
she has many secrets i can tell,
she changes topic when ever we talk about something,
every time i say something flirty she's reply me slow or short,
is she shy or she doesn't like me?
or maybe its just to fast?

all good side has it bad side,
no one in this world is perfect,
god made us this way for a reason,
and i except it with all my heart.

so? can someone tell me how do you express your self with just words?
it can be done,
romoe did it.
shakespeare didnt it,
i bet alot of writers did it,
its their inspiration ,
or maybe they cant express it out loud?

i dont know if i like that someone now days,
like and love is very confusing,
love is like you wanna be with that person forever!
like is u like to be with that person or u just want to admirer her without telling her.
me? i admire alot of people!
or when ever i love that person, i dont dare to tell her if i do so,
maybe its because i dont know if i can make her happy?
this is my big problem in the love life,
i cant make decition,
i cant make decition on who i like? and who i wanna be with?
and i dont have the balls to say to someone i like her and i wanna be with her
i'm scared of hurting someone,
i felt the pain, and it does haunt me sometimes when i am a sleep or when i feel alone.
and it sux!

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