Wednesday, December 3, 2008

The Hurt Of the lonely guy's life.

A word of a lonely guy

Words of a lonely guy is seldom heard in tears or joy,
Life is like a colour that the lonely guy cant cry,
Is it hard to give this guy a chance in joy?
Or the world would rather see him cry.

This lonely guy has seen em all,
From struck of wisdom to bad of em all,
Its hard for him to react to this situation and its hard for him to be in this disputation.

What does the world have to offer him?
Friends? Love? Happiness? Or is it more heart baring action that he had seen enough of?

Its not blabbering I want to do,
But its hard for me to tell you,
That is hard enough for me here to put you guys in the lonely guy shoe.

You guys are happy!,
Have em all.!
Girls! Friends! Money and a lighting of happiness,
What does the lonely guy have?
Him? Him self? and him again?

Heart is like a flower,
To every storm and thunder ,
It drops by One by one until it dies ,
And thou would die in this world in tears
How could a man survive in tears?
Or how could a man live in tears?
How does love feel? Ask him!
He dare not to answer,
But when he did answer he meant it with all his heart.
But what does the world show him?
More and more shattered tears,
Is it his fault he is lonely as a wolf cries’,
But don’t see that in him,

All people see is a pretty face guy that is happy all the time,
When all he does is hide his tears every single freaking day of his life.!
What did he do to disserve this?
Did he kill someone?
Did he hurt someone so bad?
Or is this just karma?
What have he did to disserve this feeling of hurt and suffer?

I don’t know what to tell to the lonely man except to move on?
He did! Over and over again and over again!
He was burn down like an animal !
Is he that strong ?
Is he that strong to live this life?
One person ask him,
He said “I could if he had friends like you”.
The friend he trusted abandon him,
He has no rights to be hurt or feel bad,
Its just the rights of one person,
One life,
One heart,


The lonely man now realize that he is living in a cruel world he thought he has seen it all,
Guess he miss one of em when he trusted em.

The life of a lonely guy,
No players will know,
I bet he wish he was one,
But he dare not go to there,
He known’s better to play with hearts.
The hearts of one person its like its life,
He can try to build it up slowing when its crush!
But then its shattered its all lost.!
When does it shattered ?
Ask him? He don’t know.
Ask who? Ask ur self is it the right thing to do.

Now the lonely guy know that he did is wrong.
He just don’t realize it because his heart is in peaces was about to burse in the hell’s gate.
The friends he once knew could at least tell him it was wrong.
Not just keep to the side and wait it to be gone.
That hurts more, maybe he done nothing wrong?

All he can do now is wait and see ,
While other do their things,

Love,
What is love to the lonely guy,
He once said he dare not answer,
But he did feel it once ,
Cant sleep cant eat keep thinking about it,
When he wakes up that the first thing he think of,
Love,

But love to him hurts more then u know.
He felt love once when he started high school,
And once when he finish school,
The feeling of love is at the back him now,
When he knew that love hurts more,

When Love is lost?
When you lose it then you know it,
Keep thinking about it,
All the things he done and the partner done,
All the love that had,
All the feeling they had,
Its all going to be gone in time?

Why should we love?
Sometimes Love have to take chances,
Risk!
To feel it we have to work for it.
To feel it we have to try it.
Love is not sex and blow jobs,
Poke here poke there.
Love is what you feel,
Once you have it try not to let it go.

That was the 1st lonely guy mistake.
He let go of love as when he cant handle it,
He let go of love when things get to complicated,
He wanted more so called love then he already had.
That was the lonely guys mistake.
Love is about risking,
But if you risk to much it will hurt more then we know,

Lies in love,
When two person love each other,
They don’t lie to each other,
They tell the truth of things,
You can lie in love if it helps in the end.
Not hurt!
Lies is like a poison in the heart,
Even if you don’t say it you feel it.
Poisons will slowly effect the heart and become hurt,
Cure of poison?
Its to build up truss.
Right now the lonely guys heart has been poison,
I bet no one would bare to heal the lonely guys heart.
For what they say? He should deal with it him self!
He should ! but sometimes its hard for him to do things by him self.
He needs someone to be with him in these kind of situation.
But now who will?
All the lonely guys friends have got their own life.
No more high school , no more fun stuff, no more jokes
Life is now and life is hard.

Just hope the lonely man take it as a man and suck-it up.
As one black man told me(not raciest) *FUCK IT!
What ever it is! FUCK IT!
What ever people do to you! FUCK IT!
If there’s pussy in front of you! You better FUCK IT!
*this is his words. (hope you don’t read this) xD

So what is the lonely guy going to do now?
FUCK IT!
Common everone say it with him!

FUCK IT!

FUCK IT!

FUCK IT!

The lonely guys is trying to move on once again,
And not close him self in a cave full of darkness.

Hope he feels better after I wrote this as a his behalf.



*ps- don’t ask who.


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